WAR IN ORDER PART 3
After 9 years as a youth and associate pastor, I had a bad snow-skiing accident that compound fractured my left lower leg bones. I tried to stay in the ministry but now I had a 3 year old son. The 55 kids had just disappeared from the youth group as quick as they had showed up. Physically I was bedfast and wheelchair bound.
I would like to say I was on a black diamond run (and maybe feel better about the accident) but the truth is, I was on the bunny slope in my first ski lesson! It was due to a ski that was too tight that didn’t pop off when I fell. I twisted the bottom of my leg off inside the boot. Two and a half months and 9 surgeries and surgical procedures later, I found myself sick, broken and out of the ministry. I was incapacitated and sick from all the chemicals. So much for what I had learned in warfare. Now it seemed as if what I knew wasn’t helping my current situation.
THINGS WENT FROM BAD TO WORSE!
During that same period of time my parents divorced. I was ten years old in my heart again. All I could do was cry…for two years! We also had rented out our duplex and had bought a house. Three hours after we closed, a Texas tornado landed in the back yard and blew the back end of the house off and messed up the house. We had to move into a motel.
I BEGAN TO HAVE TERRIBLE PANIC ATTACKS
They were so bad that I got to where I couldn’t bear to go out of the house. Something would trigger them. I never knew what it was. I would eat something and then have one so I virtually quit eating anything that didn’t feel safe. If I went out in public, something would trigger one and I would have to be taken home. It was a terrible misery. I was not sleeping. I couldn’t eat.
THEN I REMEMBERED WARFARE
I remember laying in the floor crying out to God to help me. Then it occurred to me that maybe an evil spirit might still be engaging me and taking advantage of my physical state. I bound all the strongmen and I said, “I break every satanic assignment over my life, in Jesus name!” I literally felt something leave my presence. I heard the Lord speak in my heart. He told me that He had also adjusted me in my chemical system. I never had another panic attack to this day!
I WISH I COULD SAY I WAS COMPLETELY FIXED!!!
The truth is, even though the panic attacks stopped, terrible headaches set in. I was with my head between my knees moaning day and night. I went to the doctors and had all kinds of scans. No one could find what was causing it. I was chemically unable to take pain medicine, so the misery was great. I took Tylenol but little to gain from it.
I was now two years out of the ministry (although I was in a church trying to teach and lead prayer but not on staff). I would help this church, then go home and lay on the couch for the rest of the week.
I FINALLY ENDED UP IN A HOLISTIC CLINIC IN NEVADA
I found out I had developed allergies to over 150 fruits, nuts, vegetables, seeds and meats. I took 5 shots a day to be able to eat, yet the massive headaches persisted.
IT WAS TIME TO MOVE BY FAITH
Not that I didn’t think I had faith. I was warring the way I knew how at the time and reading my Bible and praying while using what knowledge I had to try and do ministry with the little strength I had, but it was now over 3 years into this trial.
I TOOK A LITTLE CHURCH PASTORATE BY FAITH
I was still sick when I took a little church and became the senior pastor. I was appointed to the church by a district board. It was about to be closed for the third and final time. There were 12 people there and half of them left when they got a woman as a pastor.
I KNEW THE ONLY WAY I COULD DO THIS WAS TO PRAY AND WAR
I rallied a couple of women who didn’t work during the day and started praying with them every morning. It took determination to pull myself out of bed and try to do anything. We would bind those spirits every day asking God to heal the town we were in and save the lost.
THE HARDER WE PRAYED AND WARRED, THE MORE THINGS STIRRED UP IN THE CHURCH
Funny enough, the trouble for our warfare came from inside the church, not from the outside. Church relational issues became as troublesome as the sickness I dealt with on a daily basis. It was distracting, but yet, the church began to grow.
A MAJOR BREAKTHROUGH
It may not seem like much, but when I would get in the pulpit to preach, I would be without pain! The only time I had full relief. I thought to myself, “If this can happen while I preach, why shouldn’t I be healed all the way?” It was over a year into the pastorate when I began to teach on the “blood covenant”. That is about all the things that the blood of Jesus purchased for us. I started it as a 6 week series, but it turned into months. I laid in bed and studied and then preached it on Sundays. The following January we had prayer and fasting. I couldn’t fast, but I led the church to seek the Lord. In February we started revival services with an evangelist.
THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT BREAKS OUT
The power of God began to move among us. There were healing miracles, demons were cast out. The people were falling out under the power of God (have you ever seen it? It is real!) They were laughing, crying, being delivered and healed. I watched it week after week. I had been prayed for dozens of times. Others were being healed, but I left in the same pain night after night. Yet something was changing in me. I was beginning to believe that the blood Jesus shed was enough to buy the ability for my body to be healed.
I BEGAN TO THANK JESUS FOR HEALING ME
I was still sick. I wasn’t mad that I wasn’t healed, I believed the healing was done over two thousand years ago.
One night at our church service (it went on 16 weeks) about 8 weeks or so into the revival, I heard Jesus speak in my heart.
He said, “Lisa, tonight I have healed you.” I said, “I know Lord, You healed me two thousand years ago.”
About that time the evangelist came up to me and told me that he believed the Lord wanted to heal me and he wanted to pray for me again. I told him that I was healed two thousand years ago! He prayed for me and nothing changed.
I went home that night and was sicker than I had been in a long while. I was up almost all night. I finally fell into a fitful sleep in the wee hours of the morning. When I woke up midmorning, I was completely healed!!! I have never had the pain or allergies or anything related again. That has been almost 20 years ago!!!
I HOPE YOU WILL CONTINUE WITH ME FOR MORE LATER OF WAR IN ORDER
Blessings,
lisa
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